The Fruit Of Life || Chapter 1 - Dead Meets Living

The sakura blossom fell from the sky right outside the window where I sat in my school chair thinking about what to do after school gets out. Only a few more months which I felt it was forever since we started in the fall. My parents always traveled so I was alone at my house with no one else. I did wish to have a friend like most stories you read that the main character has a friend. I was the one that didn’t…or perhaps I didn’t yet. Perhaps my story be written out for me wh---

SMACK! I would open up my eyes wide feeling a slight pain on my head by a teacher who glared at me. “Sleeping in class again, Miss Haku?” The teacher had on small black glasses with her long brown hair. Her outfit had a long sleeve white shirt with black pants to go with it. The teacher was quite sassy with her students which I did not want to get involved with that. “Always sleeping when I was about to introduce the new student. Pay attention!” Everyone in the class giggled like little girly girls which did made me feel embarrassed. 

The boy in front looked quite pale which made his eyes stand out right in front of everyone. Girls were silent in class watching him closely with their eyes in a trance. My eyes would shift away from him feeling a bit nervous inside of my chest. The desk I sat at was in the back which my heart continued to beat if he took the desk right next to mine. I be sitting to the new transfer student! N-No! I can’t even think of talking to him. Besides everyone here thinks of me as the clumsy oaf. Who want to be friends with that? A sigh left my lips while my blue eyes shifted up to the boy who was about to introduce himself. “The name is Toshiro Hitsugaya. Pleasure to meet you.” He said it in a cold tone that made others feel a bit gloomy. His voice was deep with a slight annoyance inside his voice. “Y-You may sit in the seat in the back next to Bri. The sleeping beauty over there who always sleeps in my class.”

My heart skipped a beat when she mentioned me out in front of everyone which the girls gave me those glares. It wasn’t my fault if the desk next to me was empty. H-He could always ask the teacher to switch if he needed to. Toshiro walked at a slow pace in slow motion it seemed to take forever. He reached my desk with his bag on top of his shoulder lightly with his eyes looking down at where he was going. When he sat down there was whispering going on in the class about the boy. He whispered softly only so I could hear. “Stupid giggling girls make me want to barf.” The boy eyes filled with no emotion when he sat in his desk. I was afraid to even talk to him after that when I heard those words—it made me want to back away from him, even not say a word. The good thing was he probably wasn’t talking to me just out in the open not caring who heard and who heart he hurt. He seemed so cold…I did wonder if every guy is like him. 

“Haaaaku!” A boy called my name to catch my attention right in the cafeteria where I was being spacy yet again. He had short brown hair that would hit at his neck in length. “Want to go to my car and have long lasting se---“ A woman hit the boy on the head with her tray. “You sick pig!” This girl name was Sango who I met this Fall. She was very kind to me when bullies came to pick on me. It was a scene I never will forget that day when I met her… 

“Hey blondey where is your sheep? Did they run away?” The group of boys surrounded me with their smirks looking evil. They had plans for me so I thought but the only plan was to beat me up. Knowing I wouldn’t fight back and they enjoyed giving me pain. “So, how about you do our homework then?” A hand would punch right beside my head. I jumped slightly feeling cornered by these males. Why….? Why did it have to be like this? Two wet tears fell down my cheeks when I tried to think inside my mind. If I say no…would they punch me? “I…I…” One guy flew backwards when he met the girl punch. “Who says you guys can pick on such a sweet girl?” 

The brown haired woman glared at each of them knowing they heard about her. “Since when can a girl punch? I thought they were all weak and fragile. Just like this one…” His hand raised up toward my hair slowly in touching me. The second guy slammed right into the lockers with just her foot colliding into his back. “Care to touch her again?” Her brown eyes glared at the leader in which made him jump a bit. “Bitch…I will touch whoever the fuck I want.” He was about to touch her when Sango’s hand grabbed his arm in a tight grip. “The only thing you be touching is the ground!” She turned his arm hearing he begged for his life. “S-Stop! I-I am sorry!” His eyes opened up in surprise. “Too late.” She twisted his arm which caused him to have it be broken. 

The female named Sango never gave up on protecting who she wishes. We became friends after that or those men never bothered me again even when I was alone. She did not come alone in fact her friends were there with her. I had met them each day with having them in different classes. They all were nice to me even protected me when those guys tried to attack me for what Sango did. Sango knew their kind would attack when I was alone. It didn’t matter what class I was in or if I walked home. They always were with me. My friends…I loved and cherished them ever since I met Sango that faithful day.

The male stood up straight being unharmed after the attack he just received. “Aw, Sango my babe. You don’t need to be jealous it just a simple act of love.” Sango narrowed her eyes at the male. “Miroku…anything about you is not simple. I can guarantee that.” Her bottom took a seat on the left side where her boyfriend Miroku would sit and two others who I have met thanks to Sango for introducing me. 

The white haired male sat at the table with his hair in a ponytail. His clothing had on the boy school uniform which it was spring this year. They had on a white, t-shirt that went down to the length of the pants, unless they tucked it in. A yellow vest was covering the top of the shirt, and grey long pants for the bottom to wear. “What is this crap?” The male would glare at his food that was made for him by his girlfriend which sat next to him on the right side. The girl sitting next to him had black hair down to the middle of her back, on top of her head was a red headband which she had on the girl school uniform which we had skirts instead of pants. The thing about skirts is that Miroku was a big time pervert in trying to look up every girl skirt. He tried with mine but to his luck that I wore black leg stockings. The white shirt had short sleeves with a yellow vest covering the top without covering the red bow that tied the top together, the skirt was grey and short depending on the size the females wanted it. Some of the girls here would have the skirt so short it shows their panties. Those girls we called were whores or sluts that are in the cheer leading squad. None of us girls joined that knowing it was not worth it. 

A tray would place right next to mine which I sat on the horizontal side from the two couples which sat vertical way. Her long black hair would mimic the girl who name was not spoken yet. “Kagome…I wouldn’t bother with him since he always is grumpy about what he eats.” She used her chopsticks down to her rice which was packed neatly in her bento. Kagome eyes would shift over to Kikyo which she tends to appear at the right moment. Kikyo was top of the class in exceling at her club the archery. The female was the most beautiful woman in Karakura Academy. Many guys asked her out on the date which she declined them having no time for a boyfriend. 

“Kikyo…I thought you were on my side.” The male with white hair would grumble softly. He looked at his food seeing rice like hers but his looked more burnt. “How can anyone eat his crap?!” Kagome fingers would tap on the table hearing his insults toward her cooking. “Inu…yasha!” A red aura would appear around Kagome body which put Inuyasha in the whining stage. “I never recall being on your side. I only speak the truth in which you should be thankful she even cooks for you.” Her white silky napkin would press against her lips gently. Watching the scene before me made it seem like all the bad things in my life never really happened. Even though I was glad Sango saved me that day to bring my life into the light where I was facing the darkness. 

“Bri-chan…I heard that a new student came into your class. He seemed to be a bit odd to everyone else even a snob.” Kikyo was the head master’s daughter which she heard every student that comes here and learns all about them. “Y-Yes…he is new but I wouldn’t say a snob. Maybe just not open toward other students here…” Kikyo eyes would close for a moment feeling something was off about him. She thought to not warn Bri knowing it would scare her or perhaps he just isn’t a tanned person. “He looks like a dead person to me.” Inuyasha glared at Kikyo who also was white. “Like you should talk!” Kagome and Kikyo eyes both glared at Inuyasha who continued to hide under the table.

When Toshiro entered the room there was squealing girls running up to him. He just closed his eyes with his hands inside his pockets. Waiting for all the girls to finish so he could do what he came here for. “So, what was your past like?” One girl would ask with her cheeks bright as a cherry. “And…are you seeing anyone?” The girl questions kept bomb barding the boy which he had no time to answer. Toshiro eyes would glare at the girls who backed off a bit. A few still answered which he let out a sigh. “I don’t have time to spend with you girls. Go study at least pass instead of offering your body like food.” He pushed past the girls in walking over toward my table. “Haku….was that your name?”  My whole body froze hearing he speak to me after earlier today in class. He sounded cold almost scary to me. Sango narrowed her eyes at Toshiro who came to talk to her. Why would the new student require to see her? The student council president would be wise to see instead of Bri who is nothing like that. 

My throat would swallow just before turning my body off the seat so I could face him properly. “Ah, yes…I-I am the one you looking for.” My voice was soft with a slight fear that he comes to pick on me like the other bullies do. It made me curious why he came to see me. Toshiro lips would shift upward into a smirk which made all the females glare at me except for Kagome and Sango. They could care less about this new student who seemed to have his eyes just on me. 

A slender arm would wrap around my body quickly in pulling me up against his chest. He could smell the scent of strawberries from my hair. “Then I require you to be mine, Miss Haku.” 

W-What…?! What is happening to me? Suddenly he acts all cold then he comes to me saying I am his?! What is going on through his head? How could I be his? I don’t understand this at all. What is worse…the girls in that group where now going to kill me which he probably would allow or why did he suddenly say this? Mother…Father…I don’t understand how this world works. Please…tell me what to do.

The Frozen World || Chapter 7 - Distant Memories

In Soul Society back in the future; the ice around the buildings still held in contact. Hinamori had already returned to her cell where she was held. There she noticed Toshiro had also returned from seeing his younger self. Chains would wrapped around her whole body with keeping her against the wall. The brunette would watch her future husband walk inside the place freely to her cell. She was only let out if he allowed it and also if she obeys him in which fighting his side wasn’t easy for her. He was beyond sexy to her eyes even becoming taller and more forceful. 

“…Welcome back, King.” Hinamori spoke in a soft whisper toward her husband. Toshiro walked up to the cell seeing she had looked away from him. He glared slightly seeing she was out there in danger again. “I am back…” He answered with his tone sounding upset. “How did it go with young Shiro?” Hinamori would ask with her arms hanging down with the chains clinging to her tightly. The prodigy walked a few steps before answering his wife for the answer. “He was fine. Besides all that…I heard some that you got hurt near the village. Do I need to punish them?” A shocked expression appeared on her face over the word ‘punishment.’ “N-No! Please my King…do not harm them. Please…I just was at the wrong place when seeing my younger self.” She did not want to see anyone die on her account. Even if they hated her it was not right to take their life. “…Why do you care for them? They attacked your younger self and you want them to live?” Hitsugaya couldn’t understand why Hinamori is so soft on them. Perhaps being a cold monster was the reason 

“You are too soft, Hinamori.” He turned his back toward the brunette who he loved with all his heart. She was the reason he done this all for. He had killed his Father who taught him everything to achieve his goal in killing everyone. There were some left who stood by his side, however if they double crossed him then that was the end of everything. He kill them without a second thought. In fact…he enjoy it. “Um…King? May I ask to go to the bathroom? I really need to go.” She struggled against the chains to free trapped without any freedom. “I promise I will be back.” She begged him with those puppy-teary eyes that always would get to him. Without thinking he let the chains go knowing she would not leave him as promised. “Alright…” He watched her leave the room. 

It took her fifteen minutes when she arrived with a angry expression upon her features. Toshiro glared at her returning the angry expression. “What is it?” She slammed her foot on the ground with a bit of growling coming out. “I almost would have gotten pregnant if I did not take the pill!” He let out a sigh from his lips over this. She did this every time he forces himself onto her. Yet in the end she enjoys it with begging for more. Why does she always act like this? “Why take them? You don’t need to worry about getting pregnant. I will protect you and our child.” She bit her lower lip knowing that he would see past her fit. But this was serious! He just did what he wanted without thinking how she feels. Her cheeks would light up a bright red color. “I-I need to be in on this too! You can’t just decide I want a baby with you…in fact I DON’T!” Leaving the room out of her anger. She knew what her words said hurt him. It showed all over his face. He did not follow her nor did after she left in anger. 

Shiro-chan…you baka!

A week passed since the fight that occurred that day with Hinamori and Toshiro. She has not seen his face since then which been hanging around her friends. At times she return to the castle, but that would be rare to see what he like or serve him. He often times try to love to her though she pull away as if being scared or lost the love inside of her for him. It was all a distraction to avoid falling for him. The brunette had been secretly seeing Kira which if Toshiro knew what they were doing. It be a bad scene that you would want to erase forever. She had thought on doing what she wanted to avoid this love that seemed to be ending slowly with each time she had to look into his emotionless eyes.

Shiro-chan…I want the old you back. I want the one who filled with happiness. I want you…

“Princess Bri…the King has called for you to appear in his throne.” A guard would tell her with his eyes looking around the room. He noticed her body around the stomach area grown immensely. This girl was allowed to have a baby with Ulquiorra? Has the King gotten soft on this girl? He was only following orders but she is quite close to him. The blonde hair would be in two pony tails. She felt it got long enough to get cut for when the baby was born. It be quite hard to deal with a baby grabbing her hair. “I understand. Thank you for telling me…” She left the room to follow the guard down the hall to the throne where the King is sleeping at. Her stomach was huge a bit from the baby growing inside. 

When Bri entered the throne there he laid on his bed made out of ice. He seemed lonely just lying there with a confused look upon his face. “Haku…” He started with his hands gripping the blanket. “Can you come here?”  The boy voice sounded full of sadness that she could hear. Without ignoring his order; her feet would slowly walk over to the bed in sitting beside him. He remained still until he felt she sat down on the bed. “Haku…I need you to do something for me.” Her blue eyes would look at Toshiro who was begging her. A king begging from his slaves? This wasn’t like him…”What would you wish for me to do?” Bri hands would lightly touch his right cheek gently. He felt cold as he did before when she met him in the state of being Aizen’s child. Though back then she had not known he was who he is now. Toshiro let out a sigh from his lips as he disappeared from the bed. Bri felt her body was being laid down on the bed by Toshiro himself carefully in feeling her stomach. He knew that Ulquiorra had given her something special. He wanted that too… but in doing so. He have to kill it. “I want my child inside of you. Since Momo doesn’t want one…I want you to give birth to one for me.” He raised his hand up to Bri’s right breast gently. 

Two blue eyes would widen by his request. Have…his child? Wouldn’t that make Momo upset to hear her best friend has his child? She was sure he didn’t want that. “B-But…Momo and you had sex before didn’t you? Then you don’t need to come to me for that.” His lips would form into a huge smirk across his snow white face. “I am not asking…you will do this for me.” He grabbed her clothing to rip it off with his hand.  “T-Taichou…please. You don’t want to do this.” Toshiro ignored her begging with his hands ribbing the robes off with a matter of seconds she was naked. Oh how he loved the way her body looked. Those eyes in fear over what he was going to do. He wasn’t going to let her begging stop him. He knew what had to be done. If Momo wouldn’t bare his children. Then she will… “I need you, Haku. This is only a task you can do for me and be grateful you will be taking the King’s children.” 

Bri did not move much after he undress himself to put his penis right into her. She could feel the pain slightly from not use to his size. It felt good soon afterwards as she had felt this before. He would often times come in to give her pleasure or in other terms he would have sex with her from the loneliness. Why couldn’t she stop him? Hinamori could…couldn’t’ she? She refused him. Is that why she avoided him…? It didn’t make sense why he would go after her. If Hinamori found out then…then she would be upset knowing that the child will be not just Ulquiorra and hers. It be Toshiro’s…her Taichou who is forcing upon her. 

While he was inside of her there was a wave of pleasure leaving her body which she begged him for more. Toshiro knew every girl had a weakness in sex. Even if they denied it like Momo she liked it soon afterwards. He enjoyed watching their faces change with their body changing as well from the yelling. Haku was different in that case she was use to this. She allowed him to do it which made it quite easy to get inside. “You make this too easy…Haku. If you would deny me a bit more it be amusing.” 

After a while; he feel his body would tense up in giving her the cum right inside of her body. It felt very good to have sex with her in this stage more then ever he had to be careful over all. He had not told Hinamori that he done this way before becoming King here. He came to Haku when Momo would refuse him. Was it…because she welcomed him in and he forced sex on her that night? He didn’t care whether or not it was wrong. Hinamori had shown no love to her. He started to suspect she loved someone else. He will found out whom. If not else…it be too late for Hinamori would never have the gift of giving a child to him. “I will finish up soon. Haku…I ask of you to not go outside for a while.”  Haku felt her whole body was in extreme heat after he cummed inside of her ten times. It was not human that he could keep going like that. He was like a machine who could keep going even after she was tired. Which she was due to having a child inside of her. The doctor had said it could be twins which she had thought it was Ulquiorra’s. But if afterwards she has more than one child….what could she do? Keep them all? This wasn’t good. 

Hinamori-chan…what would you do…if you knew the truth?

Toshiro fixed his clothing when he was finished to see maybe he went too far in filling her up. His body would lay right beside Haku. His head would lay right on her chest in feeling the heartbeat he enjoyed so much. It filled with love that he wished to take away from her. It was a beautiful thing… Still the pain that Momo told him hit his chest even after having sex with someone else. It wasn’t the same he knew that and yet…he still enjoyed it. “Haku…I order you to stay here until the babies are born.” He closed his eyes to not give her a chance to answer. He was going to make sure she stays here. Now that he marked her, he knew that some of the villagers will be after her if he announced that she was his now. It make him amused to see the look on Hinamori’s face to find out she be replaced. It did hurt to do this though would it even matter…? Hinamori has replaced him already with her words hurting him. She will regret this decision. That I promise… 

The next weeks Toshiro did have Haku see him in which he always have sex with her to fill the pleasure that he missed. The other girls in the castle would cling to him. However he had other plans for Haku in which is to get his children to be an army in his place here. Hinamori would often times see him but she really would not look him in the eye no more. It was as if she given up on her friend. Why did it not bother him? He felt something changing inside. His heart no longer would beat for Hinamori’s actions. Perhaps she had found someone new which indeed he wanted to crush whoever that was. He will have to keep searching or follow where she goes. But instead he was in the room with Haku after he had sex with her once again. He had sent Ulquiorra on a mission to the world of the living. It kept him away while he would keep Haku with him forever. 

A hand would run through Haku’s long blonde hair, his lips would be at her cheek while she rested in his arms. “Haku…how do you feel?” His hand would reach down to her stomach. He could feel she was growing even bigger after the weeks they had been spending together. Bri would let out a soft gasp from her lips at his cold fingers tracing to her stomach. “I-I…feel fine. I may be needing to lay down more often.” She answered truthfully knowing he wouldn’t mind that. Toshiro fingers would trace even lower knowing she would react in such a cute way. “N-No not there!” He didn’t listen to her begging, instead his finger would enter inside her pussy slowly. A soft moan would leave her lips feeling he was too strong to resist. “Such a silly girl. You say no…yet you enjoy it. I wonder if you really hate this feeling. You are too tasty to give up.” He pulled his finger out from her to feel that she was already wet from him just pushing his finger inside. “Look at this.” The wet liquid would run down his finger. “N-No I don’t want to look…it’s embarrassing.” Hitsugaya laughed at her shyness knowing it was cute the way she acted. He would keep her for a while longer. Just a bit longer… 

When the morning came in the windows there was no feeling of her Taichou by her side. Instead Ulquiorra had appeared in the room from that night with Menoly. It was surprising that he was not angry like Toshiro was. Instead he was just the same plain old Ulquiorra. That same expression that now she could move around he had no reason to protect her. “New orders from Lord Aizen.” He informed the small petite shinigami with his eyes gazing into hers. Bri knew that these new rules would either mean for her death or that she must follow under Ulquiorra. “What is these orders… that Lord Aizen speaks of?” Ulquiorra looked at Bri who sat on the bed. “His orders is to have you come with us to attack the Soul Society.” He said with no emotion at all.

Attack the Soul Society…?! But…why?

When Toshiro woke up he was locked by something around his wrists. “W-What is going on?” The boy tried to struggle when he noticed his Father held something in his hand. The light was glowing slightly to make him freeze in his place. The thing about it was it kept glowing even brighter the more he looked at it. He knew what it was…it was the very thing that made him with the dna. He couldn’t believe that seeing it so close would make him strong. “Father…what is going on?” He asked in a slight fear in his voice. Aizen smile would shift upward to the boy’s fear. “Nothing…my son. You have nothing to fear. I will save you from these feelings. In fact, I am sure you would be happy to get rid of them.” He said with a cold tone. Aizen had no time for some weak toy to have feelings for others. He have to change him….if that means for him to be empty then so be it.

The Frozen World || Chapter 6 - The Inner Demon

A deep voice woke Hinamori from her sudden dream of the past with Shiro-chan. The peaceful times she had with him been like heaven being by his side. Where had he gone…? Why did he change so suddenly? Or was he…not the one she knew since meeting him that day. Where had he gone…? 

“Hinamori…you need to wake up.” The voice spoke with a bit sinister inside of it. When she heard the voice; the male inside was Aizen her ex Taichou. The voice inside made her want to vomit just inside on the clean floor to show how much he meant to her. “Why…did you wake me up?” Hinamori snapped at Aizen who woken her from a great dream. Aizen glared at Hinamori which caused her to freeze. “I wanted you to see how powerful your little Shiro-chan gotten.” The words he used made her quiver a bit. Power…? He already harmed Bri in such a matter that made him seem powerful. But why should she see? This is something she rather avoid. What was Aizen planning? 

Walking with Aizen down the corridor, she could feel her heart was beating faster each time they took a step down the long white hallway. Since when has she been walking at his side? Perhaps too long… she hated this feeling of wishing he never betray her. Those feelings for him died out when he strike her down with his blade without any regret. That regret she wanted to show him for crossing her path once more. “Here we are…” The room was filled with ice on the walls and floor inside with a boy sleeping peacefully. Two brown eyes would open up in seeing her friend chained to the wall with a mask covering his mouth. “…W-What is this? Why is Shiro-chan chained up like that?” Aizen spoke in a low whisper to her ear. “Why don’t you go up there and find out?” The room inside had a chilly air that when you breathe the air could be seen right in front of you. Was this…what harmed Bri? Was it something so dangerous to be locked away in here? It was then that the boy started to wake up. It was like a monster was chained up to never be unlocked ever again.

“…Daddy…I want to kill.” He spoke in a low voice. He could see the fear around him which the game of mouse and cat was in his mind. He wanted to play with his little toy that wander inside. Hinamori took a step back from the room. “…S-Shiro….chan, please don’t do this!” She begged him in a soft voice. “Please stop!” The small boy did not hear her cries for his mind has become blank with no emotion. “Daddy…let me out!” The boy struggled against the chains feeling his thirst for chasing her was strong. “I…want to play.” He looked at the girl with nothing to show but his cold teal eyes. The petite girl turned around and ran the other way feeling fear approaching. Aizen quickly let his son go knowing the outcome could end up badly. Something his son would not ever want to have. Something so devious, so dangerous, that Hinamori would regret coming here to find out. She was far too late in saving something that never was what she thought. “Poor Hinamori-kun… You thought he was like that in the beginning. How you are so wrong!”  The prodigy left the room after Hinamori to hope the game last long enough before he kills her. It was now the start of the chase…he hopes she puts up a fight instead of running away like a coward. 

Deep breaths came out from the small girl who ran from Toshiro. Her nightmare was becoming a realization. Why…? Why did he have to change? She did not understand what or who he was. She knew the nice peaceful Toshiro had to be real. He was part of something else…not Aizen. To be Aizen’s son…it has to be a lie! He never harm the people he didn’t mean. It has to be all a trick and that this was some nightmare. It has to be! While running the girl could sense Toshiro was following her though he was getting tired of this running. By the time she knew it already was outside of the white castle which Hinamori did not plan to do. However…it seemed he was about to give up on this little rat. “Father…! You should get me a better toy. This one is boring and dull…” He spoke right out in the open knowing he was watching him from some device as usual. He always kept his eyes on his son. To watch how he progress just like with that stupid shinigami boy that he met. Ichigo Kurosaki who he wanted to keep an eye on the whole time.

“I am growing bored…! I need someone else. Someone more entertaining. That girl with blonde hair…she at least was fun to catch and break that arm.” His laugh was dark full of pleasure. He wanted to hear her scream some more and beg for him to stop. Hinamori hid behind a wall watching Toshiro from behind. This was not….Shiro-chan! No….this was not him. She had no choice but to fight her best friend. She had to stop him before they bring Bri out to be finished by him once and for all. He kill her without any second thought. Bri-chan…you die for a monster wouldn’t you? That girl was an idiot…. 

Pulling out her blade from her sheathe the small petite would run out toward Toshiro. “I-I will kill you…” Hinamori tears fell from her face afraid to do the worst. Toshiro watched her with his eyes changing emotion. She did not get why he would draw her out like this. He had her run the whole time then had her come out here? What was the point? To show her how powerful…she already knew. He was strong, dangerous, loved to kill which she still didn’t understand. Why…? “Kill me…?” He walked up to her slowly with his reiatsu raising with each step he took. 

The brunette was helpless without even moving an inch he was standing in front of her. Their bodies were inches apart from each other. “….Can you do it?” Her body shook with fear over the childhood friend staring into her brown eyes. No…I-I can’t kill him. I should be able to yet I feel like he can be saved. He just needs me. That is all…He only needs my help. To remain at his side to keep him from falling into the darkness. You know..Shiro-chan? You still have no changed about one thing….You went soft on woman didn’t you? Bri’s injury wasn’t meant to show power. You were trying to scare her weren’t you? Scare her so she would not approach you. Now you want me to end it all. To end your life. Do you think Aizen let you do such a thing? Baka…. Hinamori knew Aizen from what he did to her. By using her like some tool then throwing her away. He was nothing but trash that needed to be killed off. This blade was not for you….No. It was for him. Aizen….! 

“Hinamori…why do you hesitate? You said you kill me didn’t you?” He asked her with that expression of nothingness. Hinamori dropped her blade on the sand. She could not kill the person that has stolen her heart. “I can’t do this….I-I can’t!” Running up to Toshiro with her arms wrapped around him tightly. “I….can’t kill someone I love so much.” Toshiro stood still feeling the brunette in his grasp. Such a funny feeling…. She says she kill and yet….she does not. He knew that she must have noticed his plan was to free her. To free from all of this. 

Though the plan did not work out with her coming when he was going to kill her. He didn’t even attack….yet he chased her out of the building. Now…. He wanted to at least prove to her that he was a monster. Perhaps she will see in the future. Or has that already happened? “Hinamori….to say this you must mean that your heart loves a killer?” Shaking her head, she would gaze right into those teal eyes she loved so much. “You’re wrong….I do not love a killer. I love a boy who took my heart the day we met. Even if this is what you do….it is something you hate right? You have to do it otherwise he will….he will….” A finger would grab her chin slightly so she look him still in those eyes. “You are wrong…I do it because I enjoy killing. It never was against my will. A-At least when I first was born there was nothing I knew of. No friendship or love. It was only to kill. I was the killing machine he wanted to create and they picked me.”

Hitsugaya could feel memories come back to him over being born the first time. He could barely picture it right deep inside his mind. He did not want to remember everything that happened during that from now. “I only will tell you this once.” He lightly removed himself away from Hinamori. He can’t let her get close. This will prove he was not meant to kill her. Without Hinamori….he knew that everything will turn to black. “Run!” Those words echoed in his mind while he left to the castle once more on his feet. “Run…away!” He could feel the tears fall from his face over protecting someone and letting the go. He wanted her to stay by his side forever. But that will never come true. He only want to kill her….or watch her beg for mercy. He was a killer….a dangerous killer. Leaving her behind was the only choice he have right now to avoid the heart break of finding out his lover has been killed. By him alone---the blood running down his hands made it so hard to keep her away. He wished to have her forever. He wanted that…someday he hoped to free himself to have his own choices. Someday….he wishes to have that ice castle with her as his Queen. Someday he hoped for that to happen….

Hinamori knew Toshiro was saving her life now after the words he spoke of. Run away….? While you and Bri suffer at the hands of Aizen. She rather be dead then just run away to her own safety. But if she goes back….would Aizen kill her off or some hollow out here? Picking up her blade, the brunette did what she was told and ran the other direction not knowing what will happen. She hoped Bri be safe from everyone who harmed her. She hoped that somehow the girl be safe from anyone. Perhaps Toshiro will still keep her safe. That theory started to fade when she thought of his words that sounded so cruel.

Two girls came down the hall whispering softly to each other. “That stupid whore…! She got some espada guarding her like she hot. Since when do we guard a shinigami? That is the nerve…and why is Ulquiorra not killing her and letting us feed off of her?” Loly hands were shaking out of anger. “I know Ulquiorra got called out so I must see her for myself and teach her a lesson. To be scared of us, to fear us so badly she want to run like Momo.”  She stomped her feet down to the hall till the room came up to her face. Her partner was more gentle and kind with no hollow instinct. She was more of the type you want to kill out of pity. “Here it is Menoly.” The black haired pig tail girl would speak in a dark tone. “We will show her.” 

When the door opened; Bri had thought Ulquiorra had returned early from his trip to see Aizen. The daily trip usually takes time, but she likes being on her own to think for herself. It wasn’t that she enjoyed having some espada bite her neck every time when he got hungry. It felt strange in a way that he does it quite a lot. It was his way of saying he owns me. Once the order is given to kill he gladly do it without any regret. She welcomes that death openly to his hands alone or Toshiro’s. The room felt not like Ulquiorra at all. Instead she felt some strange aura of two arrancars. The feeling was not something of an espada. It was low however she knew that he wouldn’t allow anyone but him inside. So…why would they come in? Has her death been sentence right now? Not like she could run away or anything… Loly walked up to the bed seeing Bri had been slightly confused. “There you are…playing the game of Husband and Wife? I sorry but that game is over now. 

He is sure to give us the task of breaking you into little PIECES!” Her hand gripped right around her right arm tightly. Using her finger nails she pierced right into the cast. Menoly watched the girl scream out in agony to Loly attacks without even showing fear in her eyes. “L-Loly…come on, let’s go! Someone is bound to hear her screaming.” Loly glared at Menoly seriously. “SHUT UP!” She kept squeezing till the arm started to bleed. “I have to kill this bitch now before he gets back…if he sees she is dead then Ulquiorra be next. And then, I am sure he choose me since I tell him Bri dead because of Ulquiorra.” Menoly shook her head at Loly who was crazy with her plan. “He know it is you! He isn’t stupid enough to fall for some stupid trick…your reiatsu will be on it! He knows everyone…H---“ Loly dropped her arm seeing it now was broken once again. “I told you to shut up! I have to do this…I have to!” Menoly was afraid to see what will happen Prince Toshiro did see what happened. If he believed it was Ulquiorra. His rage was scary enough that she did not want to mess with him. “…Loly.”

Bri breathing was deep with a few tears leaving out from her face. The fear of the two girls was nothing compared to the fear she felt when her arm got broken by her beloved Taichou. Anything that he does against her would bring fear upon her. She was loyal to him. She would die for him even if he is now Aizen’s son. Or was ever since the beginning… Bri has accepted him for who he is. Loly didn’t like the way she looked. Her eyes… “I will stab your eyes out. Then I will watch you cry for your helpless Taichou as he watches your body rots here in death!”

 At that moment her words were silenced when Menoly body hit the wall with blood hitting part of the wall after his first attack. “…You do what, Loly?” Hitsugaya voice was dark with rage rising. “Did you get permission to come in here?” Loly stood still with a shocked expression on her face. “I-I…yes! Ulquiorra ordered me to kill this girl. Slowly and painfully he ordered us!” Toshiro did not believe a word she was saying in knowing they hated Bri and Momo for being so close. He was foolish to leave the guarding to Ulquiorra who leaves to get his daily report to Aizen. He doesn’t give her the proper protection. He can’t force the rules upon him when Aizen gave him the guard but also if he leaves she is on her own. How foolish! 

“Get out of here…or do you want to end up like her?” The one attack had slashed Menoly into pieces which he did not mean to do. His anger from hearing them caused the Prince to feel useless. Loly ran out of the room afraid to pressure him anymore. The loss of her friend was making her feel regret. Menoly did nothing and yet he killed her with one attack alone. His anger…it was truly frightening then Aizen. Indeed he was frightening…. 

When Loly was out of sight there was one thing Toshiro had to do. He knew that Bri arm had been healing due to Ulquiorra caring for her. He did not want to do this under any circumstance… but she was in need to some pain relief. “Hold still.” He ordered his third seat. “I will give you something to ease your pain.” Using his nail against his own skin the boy felt a slight pain when he cut open his arm. The blood was running which he usually tends to get in the killer mood. However right now he was calm in saving his third seat from the slight pain. 

Quickly before it healed he would place the blood on his two fingers. Perhaps…his own blood does not make him lose control. The blood color was different from the ones he killed. It looked black almost like he didn’t even have their blood. He moved the finger up to Bri’s lips slowly with being careful not to harm her in any way. “Open your mouth.” He ordered her in a serious tone. When Bri opened her mouth two fingers would put the blood right inside of her mouth. Carefully he would let the blood drop right on her tongue so she taste it. He wonder if this will work to heal her injuries at least till Ulquiorra comes back. Taking his seat right next to her, his lips did press together wondering how her blood taste. Even Hinamori….what would that taste like? No! He must not think of such things… Hinamori and Bri aren’t like his test subjects. “It will help you get stronger…please bear with the pain.” When she got the drop of blood; his two fingers would leave her mouth. The change happening to her was slightly different with the blood going down her throat. He lowered his hand down to Bri’s cheek feeling her expression changed quickly. With one stroke he felt Haku body would sit up slowly with the wound on her arm disappearing as if the whole thing never happened. 

Hitsugaya eyes would widen at the remarkable thing that has happened. What…? Did his blood do this? He gave her blood from his Father. Blood from himself being a espada that is one of the army that Aizen created amongst the others. “…Wow.” He knew with this he could help Bri and Hinamori. He wrapped one arm around Haku to bring her in close. The expression on her face was surprising all the pain went away. Not only that….her arm…. He paused thinking if Aizen punish him for saving a life. His Father did not like when he saved lives even if it helped her heal. He suppose he get punished for it as well she would too. He ust not reveal this to anyone. Not even his Father. “Bri…keep this a secret alright?” Hitsugaya had Bri lay down again knowing she was tired. His head would lie right on her chest. He felt exhausted from what had happened with all his reiatsu being used up in one day. “….I will sleep here for a while.” He started to whisper softly in falling into deep sleep. 

Bri watched Hitsugaya lay there remembering the incident with her getting the arm broken which made her flinch a bit. If he broke her other arm…no. He wouldn’t is what she believed in her mind that he feels like he can save us now. Hinamori and herself were not his enemies here. He did not trust his own Father---that much she could tell by how much he hates to harm the two of them. “Sleep well….Prince Hitsugaya.” She would whisper softly in his ear before closing her eyes for to sleep. With one hand on top of his head while the other would wrap around his waist in feeling her body was too tired to even move him off of her chest. Both arms seemed to work which she no longer needed a guardian. Would that mean….that the deal is done? Perhaps now Ulquiorra can have his life back without guarding some shinigami. He did not complain at all during the whole thing. More or less he wondered about the heart. Questions she could not give him unless he felt the heart. 

Ulquiorra… the heart you seek is not one I could give, nor can I help you find it. The heart you seek will not be opened to me. It be open to you. Please keep searching for it…