“H-Hello, I am sorry if I look like a mess.” Alice would look around the
room for a mirror to fix my presence. “Do not worry; I came unannounced hearing
what happened. I thought we could know each other first.” He would bow his head
while he spoke. “My name is Ryo Sosuke. It is nice to meet you, Alice Kazuki.”
Sosuke… that
name I have heard about from my Mother when I was a child. It was a male who
only cared about greed and ruling over his own people. That truth made me
scared to meet Ryo’s Father indeed over his power being quite unknown what he
could do. Thinking over the possibility I only would keep my distance. This be
for the best…
“I have asked your parents to take you to my Kingdom for the day. Do
not be alarmed I only wish to show you around.” Ryo would lift his head to be a
bit taller than I was. My whole body was frightened over the thought leaving my
kingdom to see his. Even so, I should go look right? I would be home before
Toshiki would come visit right? “Ah, sure. I just need to wash up and then we
can go.” Ryo nodded his head with a goofy grin toward Alice. “Of course, I will
be waiting downstairs for you with your family.”
It took an hour for me to get rid of the dirt that I had on my body
from last night adventure. The only worry I had was Toshiki coming and I be
gone all day. Should I leave a note? No…he probably wouldn’t come anyway. I was
a Princess which at age of eight I feared that he would just push me out of his
life. Should I trust he come as he promised?
When I left my room; there Ryo was with my two parents speaking about
the future of little Sosuke babies running around with me as the Mother. Truly
made me want to barf over the fact that my whole life was not my own. The only
thought I had was seeing Toshiki tonight. I just hope I make it back in time.
“Have fun, Alice! Make it back home safely.” Hana would wave her arm
toward Ryo and I walking to the carriage that would take me away. Little did I
know that the plan was Ryo to have me stay all day and know about his kingdom
from the east. It was a perfect plan to make me his. Only problem I did not
want him. Not in the least to want someone who Father is evil. What were my
parents thinking? They do not realize how dark and evil he was. Mother should
know of all people!
During the road journey there be talk about his past with his parents
teaching him the ways of keeping slaves working. The sounds of whips would
excite him. The only thought I had was how disgusting his family were. “I-I see…
So, you like watching them being whipped?” My expression would be shocked with
fear a bit in those violet eyes. Ryo laughed out loud at my question that I
have asked. “Of course! It is fun; you will see what I mean by this. After all,
you at a later age will be my wife.” He would keep his distance not wanting to
upset me. His wife…?! No, I do not want to be that. I promised Toshiki that.
Even if Toshiki returns home I do not want to lose him. He is my new best
friend. I wonder what he is up to now.
Back in her village there Toshiki be searching for anything useful.
He had a talent that was hidden to him and unknown. When he saw jewelry he
thought of giving it to Alice. “Beautiful…” His teal eyes would light up with
the necklace have a blue pearl inside of the round object. He had no money at
the moment to buy such a large amount. Instead he has to use his skill to get what
he wanted. Gomen…Alice-chan. I am glad you did not see this.
He would swipe each jewelry with his hand quickly having a knack for
grabbing items. Twenty items would be in his hands and a few around his neck. He
found one for himself a dragon that was a necklace as well. His special gift
was being a thief. It would disappoint her if he told her what this gift
was---he found out this morning. By the time he arrived at his new home there
he thought of Alice with his new gifts. “I do hope she will like it. Tonight I
will go see her as promised. I promise you, Alice-chan. I will give you
anything you ever wanted.”
The sun had set in the middle of the sky being noon from our trip; we
had taken three hours or four to reach to the kingdom which had a few bumps
along the way. The forest would frighten me the most though luckily I had a
guard along with me that was most trusted. Hyorinmaru was the name my Father
gave him that was quite strong. He has been at my side since I was a child. “She
will be in no danger I have told your Father that. So, why did he bring a
knight?” My lips would form a smile at Ryo suspicion over the knight. It made
it more curious what he planned to do without me bringing someone along. “For
protection so I would be safe even he has trust in you. The reason is simple really;
it is more out of love.”
Hyorinmaru let out a deep laughter from his lips. “I mean you no
harm, however if you attack our Princess. I will not hold back even slaying
you.” His words were serious with a smirk on his face to let Ryo know he was
serious. Ryo swallowed slowly, his hands would fold on his lap. “I do
understand. You do not have much to worry! I-I would not attack my future wife.”
My eyes shifted over to the mountains that were from far away. The only thing I
am worried about is being alone with his Father. Toshiki, my new friend. I do
hope you are alright out there…
Reaching his kingdom was quite a long journey even for me to reach. I
was beginning to feel it never end those roads that could be faster if I could
only fly. Oh, how I miss talking with Toshiki. He always was interesting with
his ideas and thoughts over what could be. Ryo was more into the serious over
how he rule over the kingdom with me. He said slaves would help me at my
command. I do not wish to order people around. I hate to make their lives as if
it wasn’t their own. It disgusts me…
“Here we are! Our kingdom is quite full of riches even the pirates
would wish to come here.” The pirates? Does that mean he has a few come here. “Pirates…?”
My expression changed finding that word interesting. “Why, yes sometimes we
deal with them, but our policy is to cut off their heads. They only steal from
us Princess. You have no worries if I must, I will slay one if I happen to find
one.” Cut off their head? What are you the Queen from Alice in Wonderland? An
old folktale, but seriously why does men have to deal with violence? Hyorinmaru
shook his head in feeling sorry for the pirates for dealing with such a spoiled
brat. “My Princess, I will protect you instead. I do not wish for your eyes to
see such ugliness.” The words Hyorinmaru spoke made me laugh at how much he
tried to make Ryo jealous. It was quite obvious that Ryo did not like
Hyorinmaru being here.
Our carriage would stop right in front of the town which slaves
worked on buildings that got destroyed by thunderstorms. My only fear was
seeing their backs with red marks. “See? Our kingdom will be like this, a place
where they do everything for us.” Tears would show up in my eyes over the very
sight. Hyorinmaru grabbed my hand gently with care. “We will be out of this
soon.” Ryo blinked his eyes at Alice tears for the slaves. “Why do you cry for
such rats? We are higher tha---“ My eyes shut tightly over his words. “SHUT UP!
They are not just rats. People with feelings you pig. Have you ever thought of
that?!” Stepping out the carriage, my eyes would scan the area seeing slaves
all around his market. It was so different here with everyone working for such
a slob. I did not like him one bit. He was not someone I love to marry, not at
all!
Hyorinmaru got out of the carriage; his hands would grab my shoulders
gently to comfort me. “This will be over soon.” He whispered right into my ear.
“I promise. We will return to our land where it is peaceful and safe.” Many of
the slaves watched my actions toward hearing about them being whipped. Their
eyes would shift back to their work knowing they be punished. Ryo got out of
the carriage as well with a sorrow look. “I should apologize Princess, to my
actions. It was wrong of me, I can make it not full of slaves for when we rule
if that makes you happy.”
My eyes would move over to Ryo with cleaning up my tears. Of course
he suck up to me so I would love him and marry this stupid fool. I did not have
that option to choose, but when I rule things will change. I do not care if I
do not love anyone. Not this pig of all people. “It is alright…” My only words
were these as we walk in the place known as the soon to be market when it was
finished. The slaves looked worn out with a few people yelling at them with
anger. “Get back to work!” One slave dropped their bottle of water. A whipping
sound would be heard as I looked away in fear. Why…? Why do these people love
watching others suffer? Ryo was laughing at the slave stupidity for being so
weak that my eyes would look at Hyorinmaru. This was the worst kingdom I seen.
In fact, Ryo you can go marry someone like yourself, the most ugliest girl I
hope will have a black heart like your soul reflects.
Most of the day spent us exploring around alone from Ryo who
understood I needed time alone. The breeze around the kingdom was calming. “Princess,
I do not blame you if you reject his feelings. What he has here is truly
disgusting.” He would embrace me gently in two of his arms. Being taller he was
like a brother to me more than a knight. I could not believe how foul this
place was. It was not anything I would ever want to have here. Toshiki if only
you could see this. Would you also find this amusing to your tastes?
By 5’ o clock I had asked to be return home when Ryo said his Father
had just arrived. We should have dinner which my plans over to greet Toshiki
should not be ruined I hope. With a nod, I accepted his invite to greet his
Father. Inside the castle there were a few slaves that would serve each noble
human. My eyes shifted to the ground with tears falling down my cheeks. Mother…Father…
if only you can see this. We walked down the corridor that was filled with gold
mainly by the slaves digging it up I thought. “Here my Father has slaves bring
us food. If their cooking is bad I am sure we cut off their head. If you push
them into fear they would not betray you.” Closing my eyes, hands would grip my
kimono slightly over his words. No, Ryo you are doing it wrong! This isn’t what
a kingdom should be. Slaves should live with you in peace and harmony over
helping each other. Not this…
We took a right, down the room there I see Mika talking with her
husband who sat at the big chair that would be horizontal with his hair pulled
back in a mullet of some kind. When I arrived in the room; Mika got up from her
seat with her arms wrapped around my small body. “Welcome, welcome! Did you
like the castle? I am sure you saw those rats down there. Truly they need to be
worked on.” Her eyes filled with no emotion over the humans who worked for
them. Inside my whole body I wanted to shake and yell ‘take me home!’ That
would be rude to show such weakness in front of them. “I-I loved it. I am sure
things will work out.” I lied, a fake smile would appear on my face to show I
was not weak.
“You are quite a eye there, Alice.” The male would speak with his
voice sounding deep with humor behind it. “I did question who you be like.
Quite small though for your age at this time and a bit too early for marriage.
However, I love for our heirs to come together and fix up what your parents
made.” He breathed in slowly before continuing, “Friendship with the people?
Have they gone insane?” The word he used made it seem like my parents peace was
completely absurd. It wasn’t. I knew my parents loved to make peace and have it
so the people could trust them. I wanted to live in that life style as well,
even if I have to find another man who respected my love for serenity and
calmness. “We all live different ways in our own chosing Mister Sosuke.” I
would speak up to defend my parents. “You live this way and I live the way my
parents live no matter what you say, I will not choose to torture them to the
point they break. They are living humans like us---they are no different. Rats…?
I consider them people not animals so; please fix your words before you accuse
us.”
Aizen would stand up with his legs moving over toward me. Hyorinmaru
moved in front of me to guard in case he attacked Alice. “Lower your sword. I
do not wish to harm the Princess. She has some knowledge over her people.” He
said with a cold tone toward Hyorinmaru. “I will not follow your orders.” My
lips would press together hearing their words out of fear I did not want us to fight. “H-Hyorinmaru,
please lower your sword.” My Mother wanted peace between the two of us in which
meant we have to respect their way of life. Hyorinmaru nod his head, his sword
would be placed back into it hilt. “Yes, my Princess.”
Mika would clap her hands to clear up the silence in the air. We all
took our seats once again feeling the tension was in the air. I did not approve
of his ways, nor did I for his wife that agreed they were rats. They did not
approve of my parents which I did not care what they think. Their way of life
was sickening and I will not consider myself to be low lives like them. We had
mashed potatoes, corn, and turkey on our plate. The food tasted great from the
chef who had made it. The food for the slaves was what was left. Probably the
turkey which was in smaller size for them to have only little being ‘rats’ they
so called them.
We had left to the carriage seeing the time was eight o’ clock now
almost very late for me to return. “I do hope you come again.” Ryo would touch
my hand gently as he raised it to his lips. Leaving a kiss, he would shut the
door telling the knights of his kingdom to arrive safely. When we left it was
very late which my parents were happy I had such a fun time, but by my
expression they notice something was wrong. I ran upstairs not wanting to talk
to them or anyone at that given moment. It was upstairs I found something was
odd. The room had been a mess with a chair thrown on the ground.
“T-Toshiki!” I would yell running to the balcony from my room which
brought tears down my cheeks. Had he come? I did not think he would. The room
was a given sign I had broken the promise to him. He must have wanted to see me
after a long day. Ryo had invited me to come again to see him. I refused
telling my Mother I do not wish to see him again. She was shocked to see the
expression on my face was scared.
The only person I wanted to meet had now disappeared. Ryo had kept
inviting me over the weeks. It took me little energy to get out of bed. I
stayed in my room waiting for him to show up, but to my eyes he had gone. Was
he just part of my illusion that never existed? Oh, Toshiki…I am sorry for
breaking the promise we made. It was my fault and now---I have lost you
forever.
Those days made me feel like hell was going to break in hopes
consuming my soul would be enough or what I have done. I could not even eat
over fear that I have failed him. When my birthday was arriving; my parents
planned a party with all the Kingdoms which fear came. Perhaps Toshiki returned
home where he belonged. He never wanted to be here in the first place. Never
would he want to see someone who broke a promise. Never…!
At my party there were other Princesses and Prince which my year near
ten was coming. I was now nine years old the coming age over one more year. I
had so little time to choose. My parents did not even know what their kingdom
was like. Many times they would try to ask, but I avoided it not wanting them
to know. That was my little mistake when I saw Ryo arrive with the finest robes
on his body. He wore the perfect kind made by the finest silk. His color had
been golden with brown little birds as the design. He wore a hat to protect his
head from the sun while the party was being held at night.
“Care to dance?” Ryo would hold his hand out toward me. “I-I do not
feel well.” Ryo would grab my hand pulling me away from the balcony which
caused me to hate him more. We danced with the song being slow by our best
orchestra. He kept his hand away from my butt though at times he touched it
lightly. I flinched just feeling him grab me there in hopes he notice the
change and stop. After our dance was over I left to the food area which was
served with cake, jell-o, a few other sweets for us to enjoy. Usually I be over
joyed with this, but instead I didn’t want anything.
Toshiki…have you
only been a dream that I made up due to the loneliness I felt? It did feel like
a dream with you being a pirate which I really am happy knowing you. I loved to
greet you once more before parting ways into my Hell. The hell that would soon
consume me after tonight I wish to just stay in that tree house and die. That
is where I should be…where I will always be.
The rest of the party was nothing but a bore with little to do. Ryo
kept asking for me to dance which I refused him, but he still would take my
hand and make me dance. It made me regret ever knowing this vile beast! I wish
to be rid of him which I will ask my parents to go visit them when something
appeared on the balcony. Someone with hair that was white as snow with his
clothing a bit different from everyone else. He had teal eyes green as the
forest from where I had met him.
It could not be! The very being across the way was here! He came to
greet me even after I left him---which I did not mean to do! Oh, Toshiki! I
left Ryo’s arms in rush over to the balcony where Toshiki had grown at least
two inches from the last I seen of him. Even his skin looked clean from our two
weeks that has passed. The robes he wore was a dark blue color with his obi
being a bit lighter with the silk being new. Around his neck was a scarf of a
sky blue which seemed to be hand made. His shoes were round of a blue color
which he messed with the scarf pulling it down from his mouth. When I approached
him; his eyes did not leave mine with a small smile appearing on his lips.
“Alice-chan, have you been well?” His knees would come into contact
with the ground while he bowed to the Princess. He was ever the same with that
little smirk on his face. I wish to ask him what has happened though that will
wait till we are in private. “T-Toshiki…I-I, I—“ He would raise on his two
feet; walking up to me his right arm would wrap around my back with the other
touching my left cheek. “Do not cry. I have come now with something a gift and
truly sorry for making you wait. I am the one to apologize for letting that
brute touch you.” His words would softly
echo in my ear with a calm tone leaving from his body. My arms would wrap around his tightly embracing him right outside the balcony. The scent he had on was a mint like flavor which smelled very nice. My head would place against his chest gently feeling a bit shorter than he was.
The only thing I wanted was to embrace him in which to take him with
me and never let go. I did not want that to happen no matter what Ryo wanted.
He surely would ask who this boy is. I would not even answer nor give him the
chance to ask. He was nothing but a pig. My home was with Toshiki as he had
been gone for quite some time and required a few clothing. He looked like a
prince from another land. Little did I know he was close by me the whole time.
Toshiki…I
wish to ask you everything that has happened. I want to know what has happened
and why you have forgave me for leaving you. Tell me everything, Toshiki-kun. I
wish to fix what I can so we may become close once again.
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